the new life

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

this damn computer is lagging again, and it takes light years for one web page to load, which is why i had been so lazy to even update an entry. anyway, i suspect my brother as the culprit, and he doesnt deny it. :\ stupid brother, only know how to spoil the comp but not repair it.

anyway, i had been quite irritable today. i guess what all the unhealthy food i have been eating is getting to my already not very good temper, do u know that when u eat loads of oily/fried/spicy food, u tend to get more bad-tempered? especially when u havent been drinking water and eating veggies and fruits! that's the problem with me! BAH. i feel sick and tired over a lot of things, and one of em includes this laggy comp of mine. x( oh well, mum has been forcing fruits/H2O and veggies down my throat, so i guess i will get this irritable and bad temper over with. i HOPE. :)

went for pe today, damn slack la! ran 6 rounds, did 30 sit-ups, did 10 tuck-jumps, walked around and went home. DAMN slack la. xiu wen and me left school first and we went to lot one! went shopping around, and im totally in love with the converse world cup series bags. omigosh, they are just sooo nice. :D and the converse shoes too! i calculated. if i were to buy the bag and the shoes, i would have to incur costs of up to $110+! LOL. i was only day-dreaming, possibility of buying either a bag or a pair of shoes is 0.00001%, and IF IF IF i were to buy the bag and shoes, opportunity cost would most probably be the comp i have always wanted! therefore, i shall stop dreaming and get a cheap bag instead. woohoo.

gonna go catch a movie tmr cos there is no need to go back to sch! WHEEEE! xiuwen and me, and hopefully jisun and xiaomin too are going to watch X-men 3. :D and we're going shopping too(window-shopping for me!) cant wait, finally i have some time to relax before i go bonkers. x)

p.s i saw weiqian today! aiyaaaa, could have seen shuxian and siewfong. no fate la.

(SHIANe,11:21 PM)

I've Been Tagged

F.Y.I - this is a dangerous game.
1.The tagged victim have to come up with 8 different points about his/her perfect lover.
2.Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.
3.Tag eight other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.
4.If you are tagged the second time.There is NO need to do this again.
5.Lastly,most importantly,HAVE.FUN.DOING.IT

My Perfect Lover - He.
1. loves me!
2. is friendly!
3. can always make me laugh!
4. is 175cm and above! xD
5. is fun-loving!
6. is caring!
7. is faithful!
8. is not those "dumb and dumber" type!

Eight people whom I know want to do this: SIEWFONG! huiying! kaihua! weiqian! yeeshan! shirley! shuxian! AND WHOEVER TAGS MY TAGBOARD! :D

(SHIANe,1:24 PM)

Saturday, May 27, 2006

wow, im setting off for AJE camp early in the morning and im still awake now. i think im going to totally conk out by midday. ><

today, went for the FIRST CG meeting of W391! :D we had praise and worship, a sermon sort of thing :x, and more praise and worship before having out ice-cream fiesta! gosh. i ate TWO friggin chocolate ice-cream, on AN EMPTY STOMACH. imagine the weight and sugar im taking in. oh well, i dont usually get to eat ice-cream, unless xiu wen wants to share one with me from the ice-cream stall along the path leading from yio chu kang station. :D ice-cream rocks! i know i've told many ppl before, but im going to say it AGAIN~ did you know that when ppl eat ice-cream, they have the same kind of happiness that they feel when they strike lottery?! everytime i eat ice-cream i would be very happy(at first)~

i still have some bits and scraps to pack, and woah, have to carry the plastic wrapper thingy and sleeping bag to school. 1 night camp looks like some 7 night hitch-hiking trip. :\ will try to take pictures! :) woooohooo~ will be back on sunday night to update. so see ya.

(SHIANe,1:23 AM)

Thursday, May 25, 2006

oh ho ho. spent quite some time looking for my history lecture notes, only to remember at the end that i lent it to shini yesterday afternoon! :( this is my USTM(Ultra Short Term Memory) for u~ actually,i cant really do history now, cos i left most of the notes in my locker, so im stuck la! i think i can only start on my SFT, then i may write a little on the introduction. but the body is a no-no, i dont have any concrete case-studies to back up.

anyway, this saturday morning i'll be going for AJE camp and returning only in the afternoon the nxt day? the exco nominees are thinking up of games for the J2's, and we have to hand in our proposal for the games by tmr 5pm. i havent started on it yet. :O basically, i havent started on ANY of my homework yet. :\ ok, im going to start on the history now!! sheeeeesh. YAY TO HISTORY! :P

tmr is friday!! and there is CG tmr~ first W391 CGM~ :D they're organizing an ICE-CREAM FIESTA and im buying my favourite chocolate-chip ice-cream. ;) WOOHOO~ before CG better get some sleep, and after that have to go home and pack for camp the nxt day. >< on the packing list it said to bring as many snacks as possible. hmmm, midnight snacking? lol. alright, im off.

(SHIANe,10:22 PM)

Saturday, May 20, 2006

i slept really early yesterday and i missed da chang jin!! $%#$%^#$^&
i woke up really late today, at around 11am, and i was like "OMG, doesnt cell grp start at 11am?!" wanted to sms winnie and tell her i was going to be late, and found out that cell grp was actually at 12pm. :P i had 7 unread messages from many different ppl, and i only replied some of em. so sorry to those i didnt reply. :)

after cell grp, i went to MI carnival with tian bee! i saw gideon, kai hua, yun shi, JB boy, jeslyn and some of the other MI PAE ppl. damn happy can! :D took photos with them(i have the one taken with yun shi as my display pic now. :P) i really wanna thank tian bee for accompanying me to the MI carnival even though she felt really extra while i chatted with my friends. :P after that went to the NJC carnival, saw valerie, fadiah and many other bpians as well! woooo! :D the coffee ice-blended was nice. :)

we went to play pool at bukit timah. i ended all 5 games! lol. the first one, i shot the black ball in, so tian bee won the game. i won the other 2 games. then after that, when shooting the black ball in, i shot the cue ball in also. so tian bee won the game. LOL. that's why i ended all the games. sheesh. i guess playing pool with emily they all during PAE days did help improve my pool skills. :
after that i went home. so sorry to all the LOG ppl that i pang seh-ed last minute, i will definitely go for the june outing. :)

(SHIANe,10:04 PM)

Thursday, May 18, 2006

i just completed my history essay outline and my GP newspaper commentary! yay. *pats myself on the back*

i think im going to skip doing maths, cos im so damn tired. hmm, actually im not that tired, just that i want to have enough sleep. haaha! :X

there is a break from 0845 to 0945 later, then we'll have lessons all the way to 1545(PW, GP, chinese, history make-up) WITHOUT any break. waaaah. really can lose weight man! :\ better sneak some food into class. ;)

(SHIANe,1:23 AM)

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

feeling so damn tired man! i feel that my whole body is drained of all its energy and life. :(

going to support AJ volleyball at Toa Payoh Stadium tmr! :D
history timed practice is over! :D
i'm going to do my history and econs! :D
i have my friends! :D

the things worth celebrating for. very random i know, but i guess i should blog some random entry to destress myself sometimes. lol~ :D

(SHIANe,9:13 PM)

Sunday, May 14, 2006

sheeeesh, just had my dinner and im feeling damn full. actually i hadnt been this full, but i have a habit of downing one cup of water after eating and i really feel bloated. oh gosh. :(

today i was stuck at home. actually had planned to go to jurong point or something, go anywhere but stay at home.. but xiaomin gave me a very kind last minute reminder bout tutorial 10 essay outline. which meant that actually over the weekend, i had 3 history assignments to do. felt damn irritated can? i've dedicated my whole weekend to history and history and more history. even my other 2 H2 subjects combined together dont take up so much time. hm, thinking bout it, maybe i've spent so much time on history that i didnt have time for other subjects! boooohooo. :( but in the end, i still didnt manage to complete the essay outline, cos i couldnt even understand the stupid question.

and now, im in the middle of doing my econs essay outline bout price elasticity of demand and income elasticity of demand. the first question is still quite easy, but i havent taken a look at the second question yet. shall not stay up too late to do, cos i wanna sleep early and have loads of energy for tmr.

there is history timed-prac on tuesday. hip hip hurray.

(SHIANe,9:13 PM)

Saturday, May 13, 2006

i slept at 4plus in the morning all because of my stupid history essay! guess what, on timeed prac day itself, i have to use 45 minutes to complete one damn essay and now im using like 6 - 7 hours to complete? cant imagine how much i am going to write on timed prac day(which is nxt tuesday. :( ) but i have finally complete both history assignments, the one on the discussion forum AND the history essay itself. im feeling rather proud of myself, cos this is the first time i complete so much work by saturday. :P

anyway, i had my dentist appointment early this morning! before i left the house, only did i realize that i lost my wallet on the night of the choir concert itself. so shitty right? i took 2 days to find out that i have lost my wallet.. retarded me. :( either i wait for some kind-hearted soul to return my wallet, or i go and cancel all my cards and replace new ones. it's time for me to get a new wallet also, cos i have been using the wallter for almost 1 and a half years. :) that wallet from beijing is so cheap and nice.. a bit sad that it's gone. :(

alright alright, BACK to my dentist appointment. the dentist said i have very good oral hygiene! wooohooo. and due to this, i only have to go to the dentist for check-ups once a year. heeeheee. :D the dentist is like, SO nice! she's isnt like those fierce dentist i've been bumping into since primary school. *cringes* oh well, just glad that there is nothing wrong with my teeth. hooohooho.

going out for dinner with my grandparents later. i hope i will be able to update once i get home, and i still gotta do my maths and econs!! :(

(SHIANe,6:43 PM)

Friday, May 12, 2006

there is something weird bout the input editor today, the background is blue in colour instead of the usual beige. WOW. :D

anyway, accompanied mum to the temple today and the rest of us sat on the staircase like beggars while mum went about doing the necessary stuff. :\ then it started raining! i walked in the rain with my dad to the lorry while the others waited somewhere else. walking in the rain is fun. :)

after sending my grandparents home, went to mac's to pia my history. then i still had to come home, transfer everything into the comp and upload. woooo! i finished everything before 8pm! i feel really happy bout that. later i still have another history essay to complete. tmr im still going to zhiying's hse to play final fantasy and check out KH2. :D maybe i'll go home earlier to complete the rest of my homework. maths tutorial, 2 econs essay outlines and my history essay(hopefully i can complete by today)

YEA! i must be HIGHLY motivated! lol. i sound like some retard.
YEA! I UPDATED THE LOG BLOG!
YEA! im going to bathe.

cheerios! :)

(SHIANe,10:56 PM)

wheee~ ytd night i went to SCH to watch the AJ choir concert. the choir was great! together with guest choir NUS. :) congratulations on a good job done! :D

anyway, i nearly missed the choir concert because i was stuck in 2 different traffic jams! and at the second jam, the time was already 7.15pm and the concert was starting at 7.30pm! and right, i actually brought my sis to the concert also. she was very irritating!! :( she went for the concert just to listen to the final fantasy songs, and the final fantasy songs were the last few songs! so she practically asked from the beginning to the ending. lol. oh well..

reached home at around 12 something. i changed, brushed my teeth and went straight to sleep. was really too tired! ~_~ yep. that's all for yesterday. shall update bout today at night.

STILL HAVE 2 HISTORY ASSIGNMENTS TO DO!!

(SHIANe,12:26 PM)

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

WOAH WOAH WOAH. i just reached home after about 2 hours journey back from VJC! so can u imagine, if i can ever ever go to VJC, i would spend 4 hours traveling to and fro. that's like so torturous right, therefore not being able to go to VJC is actually a blessing in disguise. ^^ okok, whatever.

why did i go to VJC?
i went there for the economics symposium, and it was mainly on a presentation of whether A380's are worth its cost for SIA and other airlines. ya, presentation by 3 groups IJC, AJC and YJC. a ompetition basically. i thought that the AJC peeps did rather well, and i really wanna applaud them for being being to argue whatever things that the judges had shot at them, and IJC did an interesting presentation. all of them were really confident and didnt had to refer to their scripts(except one guy who had to keep referring to his script), but on the whole IJC did pretty well, and they were the champs. AJC came in second, a bit disappointed for them, but nonetheless, gotta congratulate them on doing AJC proud. :)

xiaomin, wanying, pearlynn, carmen, julia and me walked out of VJC and we seriously didnt know where the closest bus-stop was. so in the end, we just followed the crowd and got where we wanted to go. :P carmen and pearlynn went to take a taxi home, while the rest of us took 55. xiaomin, julia and me alighted at the wrong stop!! so we had to walk a long way to eunos MRT station, and we even had to run cos the train was reaching the station in bout 1 min. gooooosh. after that it was bout an hour plus journey back home, and now im just so damn tired i dont wanna do anything. BUT there is still a GP test tmr, and history essay to hand in! :(

i really hope i can finish history by today although mr seng had given us a choice. i dont wanna slog through essays during the weekend. yup, i will try my best. :( at least 4 pages long. very good. ><

(SHIANe,8:12 PM)

Monday, May 08, 2006

i survived the monday blues! something worth celebrating~ ^^ this morning, i dragged myself out of bed, dragged myself to the LRT station(not exactly dragged, i woke up once i realised that i was almost late). on the MRT i was trying very hard to concentrate on revising for my maths test, but it was damn hard la, the train was so crowded and this auntie was so close to me i could hardly lift up my papers. :
the day was rather ok, managed to live through all the lectures and tutorials! history lecture was a disaster, because i kept getting lost amidst the notes, because mr seng summarised the notes TOTALLY and i couldnt locate where he was at! :( in the end i had to leave one whole page blank without additional notes. pretty irritating. last lecture of the day was chem, and i like that chem teacher! she seems to be able to understand how tired all the students were and she gave us breaks, and also released us early from lecture. isnt that cool? :D she's so nice, and she doesnt scold! wheeee. how i wish she was my chem tutor instead of mrs ong. lol. no la, mrs ong is a great teacher too. all the teachers are good in their own special ways. :x

just now i went to meet winnie and benny at bp plaza, but benny had to go off first. i didnt know she actually stays at serangoon then i still asked her to come all the way down to bukit panjang! i really felt guilty! :( accompanied winnie to dinner at yoshinoya and we chatted over a vast range of topics, from weddings to cell group. haha~ after that sent her to the LRT station before going home. wow! winnie is really my role model, as in balancing work and religion together unlike me. :
i've got to write out a full-length history essay by thursday, and every day of the week i've got some kind of test. very good. i can definitely say i've flunked my maths, and it will be chem which i will flunk(however nice the teacher is, cos the topic tested is a first 3 months topic.) i have a good feeling that im going to fail every single test this week, and fail rather badly at that. :) yaaaay.

k la. i have to go and at least read through my chem notes so that i can understand the question tmr. :X the superband result is gonna be out later, i hope xia ri feng gets out. :)

(SHIANe,9:51 PM)

Sunday, May 07, 2006

i still have 2 GP newspaper commentaries to do. :(

im actually done with my history essay outline, and im very sure i did it wrong again. so i can wait for mr seng to return my assignment with a "see me" there. i dread it when mr seng returns marked history assignments cos he tends to read out his comments. >.< and chinese! im just glad i finished the compo and the chinese exercise. not asking for anything more! :D

and there is going to be ANOTHER chem lecture tmr from 4.15 pm to 6.45pm, and guess what? before that, i have chem lecture from 2.45pm to 4.15 pm! so that is 4 hours of chem lecture. HURRAY! maybe i'll think of skipping again. just so sick of having to stay back. and for history, we have to stay for evening lecture. which means we have lectures until 7 plus. T_T riiiiiiight. lol~ i must live through i must live through! :(

ok, im starting to have a headache now. wish me luck with my GP newspaper commentaries. ~_~

(SHIANe,8:56 PM)

Saturday, May 06, 2006

i spent a really long time online because i was doing the surveys for AJE. a survey on world cup screenings, maybe AJE is going to start a "live" world cup screening in school? hmm.. dont think it's possible though. mugger schools dont let students stay in school to watch a "live" soccer match at ungodly hours. :)

out of desperation, i had gone on to IRC to search for ppl to do my surveys. i landed in #teens because i think that was one of the rare channels that had more than 10 ppl. so i went in and started asking in the main who could help me with my survey. out of about a 100+ ppl in the channel, only 1 or 2 ppl replied! omg. i felt that there had to be some prob with my question, so i went to rephrase to "yooohooo which kind soul can help me with my survey ^^ ". the rephrasing makes the question sounded better and this time more ppl replied. and girls replied too(im not really sure whether they are really girls or not). i managed to complete 26 surveys within a couple of hours! thanks to shuqin, philip who helped me to send the surveys around to ppl they know. im damn grateful to them!

and thanks to kevin who helped me compile the statistics. :) kevin is a total stranger who just helped me with one of my surveys, and he helped me with the calculation of the statistics. im so grateful for that too! and he asked for nothing in return! :)

there were also ppl who ignored me when i asked them for help. and ppl who just turned me down with an outright "no". is it that hurting to put a few ticks in boxes and sending them back? i felt really angry at that time, but im glad there are still kind souls ard willing to help. :D thanks so much to everyone who contributed one way or another! :)

i still have loads of things to complete. good luck to me!

(SHIANe,11:00 PM)

I went to take this colour personality test and i find the results quite interesting. i wonder how they can actually get my personality from the way i chose the colours. lol.

My Existing Situation
Is seeking a solution to existing problems or anxieties, but is liable to find it difficult to decide on a right course to follow.

My Stress Sources
The situation is regarded as threatening or dangerous. Outraged by the thought that she will be unable to achieve her goals and distressed at the feeling of helplessness to remedy this. Over-extended and feels beset, possibly to the point of nervous prostration.

My Restrained Characteristics
Remains emotionally unattached even when involved in a close relationship.
Circumstances are forcing her to compromise, to restrain her demands and hopes, and to forgo for the time being some of the things she wants.

My Desired Objective
Seeks luxury, sensuous comfort, and the indulgence of a taste for the voluptuous.

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What kind of friend i am to others: Understand, Virgo, that yours is a sign of service and communal living. It is a humane sign. Therefore, you need friends, though you may acknowledge it. In friendship, Virgo is at his best. Virgo may not be a hearty type. But Virgo will be steady and extremely reliable as a friend. Whatever advice and suggestions Virgo gives will be practical and to the point. Virgo hates to break off any relationship. A Virgo friend is a solid friend. He/She is worth the price in platinum.

Virgo analysis: You have a martyr complex, feeling that you were put on this earth to do good work and not receive any credit for it. You tend to be ultracritical of yourself and others and you also worry about things that are beyond your control. A little pessimistic sometimes, you tend to be an intellectual snob. You bottle up all your insecurities and fears, and hesitate to reach out for help. And once in a while, you become a busybody - that's when you also feel responsible for other people's problems. Advice: Modesty has its own limits - take credit for your efforts. Give yourself a break and know that you do not have to be successful in everything you do. Keep focused and don't get tangled in other people's affairs too often.

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The kind of person you will be attracted to in a real life situation: Deer - elegant and well-mannered

In the process of courtship, which approach would make you feel irresistible: Giraffe - patience, never give up on you

What impression you would like to give to your lover: Dog - loyal, faithful, never change

What incident would cause you to break up with your partner / which character you hate most: Crocodile - ruthless, cold-blooded, ironic

What kind of relationship you would like to build with your partner: both of you can talk about everything and anything, no secret is kept

Would you commit adultery: Bird - you can never be stabilized, actually you are not suitable for marriage and you don't want to make commitment

What do u think of marriage: Polar Bear - you are afraid of marriage, you think it would take away your freedom

What do you think of love: Pigeon - you think of love as a commitment for both parties.

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Priorities in LIFE: 1. Family 2. Love 3. Career 4. Money 5. Pride
Own personality - Loyal, Partner's personality - Secretive, Personality of enemies - cute. (LOL) , interpretation of sex - BITTER! lol., interpretation of LIFE- Beautiful
Someone I will never forget- XiuWen,
Someone you would consider a good friend-
Aiman, Someone I really love- Khairun,
My twin soul- Xiao Min,
Someone I will remember all my life- Huiying

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I took loads of personality tests, and these are just some of the results. Yup, gotta go and do my work now! ^^

(SHIANe,12:36 PM)

Thursday, May 04, 2006

there is going to be chemistry make-up lecture for second intakers! nooooooo. :(

actually i had planned to meet up with the rest of C3(namely farrah and derrick la) for lunch, but now they tell me i have dear chemistry lecture. #%$#%^#$%& i guess i will just have to go and meet them after my lecture, and i dont think it's starting THAT early. for me, classes end at 12.45pm tmr, and if if if the make-up lecture starts at 4.15pm, then i would rather not go. big waste of time since i have already attended the moles, stoichiometry concept thingie in MI. im intending to borrow H2 chem notes for the first 3 months from xiu wen. arrrrgh. this is so so sickening. :
C3 outing! been quite a long time since we had the last outing~ i cant wait. all of us are just so busy right now that we hardly have time to meet up. yep.. :)

alrightey. i have history essay outline to do again. damn it, i feel that im doing a totally wrong thing, but i dont know how to correct my mistakes. greeat. off.

(SHIANe,6:44 PM)

i changed my blogskin! yea yea, i found out that the previous blogskin didnt have any navigations. the navigations were supposed to be on the scotchtape if anyone even saw that skin. it was a really cool skin! what a pity. :( anyhoos, this skin is cool too. i like it, that's why i used it. :X

been mugging through my PI almost the whole night. i pigged out from 10pm - 1am though, and now, i have already finished my PI at a grand time of 4 plus in the morning, and i still have school later. yep. it's going to be a long day ahead later, cos there is 2.4km physical fitness, and after school there is still a chemistry make-up lecture. actually there is supposed to be a graphing techniques make-up lecture tmr, but i cant possibly go for both since they are occurring at the same time. -_-" damn sickening la, the school didnt spare a thought for us. :(

before i go off, i really really wanna thank derrick for helping me with my PI. DERRICK! IF YOU SEE THIS, you have been a really great help! :D dont be too disorientated over stuff ya? take care!! :)

yep. i'll go get an hour's sleep before preparing for school. hurray!

(SHIANe,4:40 AM)