the new life

Saturday, October 29, 2005

Here is a picture of one of my hamsters. not very clear though. haha~

Just finished reading "Veronika Decides to Die". pretty nice book, and rather meaningful too. being mad, or not being mad; it is just a matter of perspective. now im on to reading a chinese book, some crime-solving one. this book is real thick, and i hope i can really finish reading it. i have to return the book by 4th Nov. just a couple of days away...

Yesterday i finally had my physics practical and it's over. however, i didnt go to the pasar malam as mentioned in the previous entry, because my mum had some other things to do. why not go alone? if i were to go alone, i would not have any hopes of buying anything( not even the cheap stuff ). therefore, i decided not to go the pasar malam altogether. quite disappointing, cos i just love pasar malams. awwww. :(

There's the school bazaar today, but i didnt go to school. had intended to, but sleep is more important than the school bazaar. i guess im suffering from lack of sleep again. haha~ and it's not because i had been studying! i stayed online in messenger and crapped with yeeshan, edmund and zhijie till quite late. couldnt wake up this morning at 8 as discussed. really couldnt wake up. :X

I needa go do some revision. so i shall be writing till here. peace out.

(SHIANe,6:37 AM)

Thursday, October 27, 2005

here's a picture of my hp pouch. sad thing is, i forgot where i left it. :P

I'm in a pretty good mood now, cos i finally found something which i have been looking for in the past hour or so: MY PHYSICS PRACTICAL NOTES! wooo. and i was on the edge of sms-ing jerome for help. hurhur. thank God! :)

Ok, now that i have found my physics notes, it is time to relax for a while before i get down to studying. planning to go on to combined humanities if i have the chance. i have to admit it, i actually procrastinated for an hour or so, because i was reading "The 5 people you meet in Heaven". that book is seriously great, and i want to recommend it to everyone i know. it's all thanks to shirley that i had the chance to come across such a great book. hehe. :) although i was reading the translated version, it is still really nice anyway. that must mean the original should be even BETTER! now im on to reading "Veronika decides to die". havent gone on to the climax yet. soon, soon. :X

anyway, there is this pasar malam near my house, and yes, it's just about a street or so away from bukit panjang plaza. im planning to go there after my physics practical tmr. i just LOVE pasar malams. :D sometimes can really get some cheap stuff there. :P BUT, that has to wait until my physics practical is OVER. i cant wait for that! physics practicals are just so... sucky. :\ hope everything will go on smoothly for everyone who is gonna take the physics practical tmr! :)

i'm just so glad about everything in my life now. i feel that im starting to appreciate what i have in my life: my family, friends, and all the stuff that i already have. im not very thankful bout the exams though, but i gotta make the best out of it. just gotta try my best, and God will do the rest? :) yeaa! im so excited bout the end of o's. i think i sound like o's have already ended? haha~ o's, here i come! lol. :P

-worthy is Your name

(SHIANe,7:58 AM)

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

After 10 million gazillion years, i have finally updated. haha~ actually only 5 pathetic days have passed since i last updated. :\ anyway, within this short period of time whereby i didnt update, graduation day had already passed. im finally out of bpghs. but it was such a nostalgic moment when the teachers were saying bye to us in the powerpoint slides. damn. i nearly cried. lols. but i didnt, cos the powerpoint slides were 99% funny. :x

AND, tmr's the BIG BIG O's chem practical. chem is still ok with me, but the big stumbling block of mine lies in the physics practical. eek. thinking bout how i did rather badly in my physics practical. *eyes widen* i am hoping that i can stay calm during the practical and not freak out. :S alrighty. physics practical just 3 days away. and after that, full speed ahead for the rest of the subjects. i've only been doing chem, e maths and a maths. i have totally neglected my humanities. i just dont know where to start! i think i shud start with humanities by tomorrow or something. NO procrastination!

Gonna meet shirley and shuxian later at bp plaza mac's to study together. i'm going to continue on my chem, and really revise everything till i go nuts. and maybe attempt the 2003 june paper after i have studied everything? wait till i have studied everything first. -.-" better update till here. hope i can update on the chem practical tmr. :)

You are my all in all.

(SHIANe,9:40 AM)

Thursday, October 20, 2005

Ok, so i had ended my last entry rather abruptly, and im gonna continue today. =)
So, here goes(but there really is too many ppl =P):

Shuxian and WeiQian : i only got to know these 2 really nutty ppl this year. although i dont really hang out with them loads, but they are really nice ppl who had provided me some form of entertainment with their lame jokes. =P i will definitely miss them after graduation. *sob sob*

QiuYan : I have known Qiuyan since primary school years, and i remember tt i used to kinda dislike her in primary 4. BUT, tt is all history! hehe~ we got into the same sch, and were in the same class in sec 1 and 2. after that, we went to the same tuition also, up till now. i changed to the tuesday tuition recently, so i dont have the chance to chat with her anymore. haha~ qiuyan is a rly good friend to me and i appreciate her. and there is high possibility that i may land in the same JC as her. =P

Percussion : My dear juniors! we went through lots of thick and thin together, and all the punishments and everything else we went through really makes us closer and together and everything. remembering the times when i was so xcited bout R.O.D-ing, now i really miss band a lot. OK, i dont really miss sir's nagging, but well, u get what i mean. =)

206/2003 peeps: hmmm. i dont talk to most of the ppl in 206 anymore, but there are still ppl like aiman, khairun, serleng, shufen, kiawee, hongchia, zhiwei, zhengda and edwin, etc whom i still talk to. haha~ i will miss all of you!!! esp. zhengda and edwin's crap AND serleng's sian diao look. =x

Chenshyan and Joanna : haha~ i cant remember how i got to know chen shyan and joanna.i got to know chen shyan thru band i think, while joanna?? hmm. i really dont know. but both of them are really great ppl! JOANNA! i still owe you jokes~ but im going to graduate! hahaha~ and, rmb we are gonna exchange birthday presents nxt year! =D and Chen shyan!! stop bullying me! haha~ =\ i will miss them. *sob sob again*

Aggie : i failed to remember how i got to know aggie too. errrrrrrr. *tries very hard to recall* i really cant remember! but oh well, aggie is ALWAYS(and i emphasise ALWAYS) pokes me with her wacky finger. aggie! dont miss my side too much eh! there will always be someone else for ur finger to poke. =P or maybe u can land in the same school as me nxt year and poke me all u want*crosses fingers* awwww aggie! i will miss u. T_T

(SHIANe,9:10 AM)

Friday, October 14, 2005

After reading shirley's blog, i jumped to yuanting's blog(go to shirley's blog, read the 11th october entry and anyone will see the reason why). i seriously cant believe that tuesday was the last day that we are gonna have a real proper lesson! i thought there were still a couple of days before it officially ends! and i havent even collect contact info yet! i guess i must really start collecting. i have up till 21st october, the official graduation day.

Thinking back on the first day of my sec 3 life... i hated my class more than anything else, because i hardly knew anyone in the class. in the first couple of weeks, i was absent for more than 10+ days. i found a MILLION excuses to skip school, and im actually glad(now) that i had run out of excuses and have to go to school and face reality. basically, my make-more-friends skill was really tested, since i only knew huiying from maths tuition in sec 2 and tianbee from band. FORTUNATELY for huiying, i had a sitting partner, and FORTUNATELY for huiying, i have a really great friend whom i can relate to in my last 2 years of sec school life.

Everything just passes so fast, and i got to know more people, i got to know everyone in the class, and those whom i had already known, i got to know better. slowly, i grew to love this class, and it took me bout a year to do that. haha. and i grew more cheerful too! im thankful for everyone whom i got to know!

L.O.G - im rly glad to know known this grp of ppl even though i only got to know most of them only in sec 4. shuxian, siewfong, shirley, yeeshan, weiqian, xueting. well, although i may not be very close to some of them, im really glad to have known L.O.G! it's a bit weird how i got to know shuxian. i CANNOT remember how i got to know her! i LOVE this grp og crazy ppl.
Huiying - a really greaaat friend who has her very special way of thinking(to put it in a nice way). i got to know her in sec 2 when both of us went to the same tuition center for maths tuition, and she had sat beside me. surprisingly, i found out that she is from the same school as me, and was only in the class nxt to mine! AND YET i have not seen her before. from then on, i said "hi" to her in school, and in sec 3, we landed in the same class! i was ecstatic to see her, and from then, we have been sitting partners. i'll definitely miss HY, the times we went to CC and laserflair to check out anime and manga, and the times when we argued over whether GOKU or SANZO is cuter, and which anime is nicer. HY rocks! =P
Siewfong - another great friend who is really nice! im always suan-ing SF, but well, i dont mean it k! SF is one of the nicest person i know who can really forgive ppl fast, and doesnt bring up unhappy stuff easily. i didnt get to buy her a present this year, so HY and me can buy her a present nxt year!
YeeShan - the crazy girl who can suddenly suffer from a mood-swing, is also a great friend whose name is a lot like mine, and teachers mess them up sometimes. i always have stuff to talk bout with YS, because she is really chatty and can talk bout anything under the sun! she is also very SPECIAL, cos she is the first stranger whom i got to know in 4p3. haha~ thinking back on the first day of sch, i just laugh at how stupid i was.
Shirley - i have know shirley through band since sec 1! both of us were from the A team. But i only got to know her better in the upper sec years. other than being a narcissist, i find her a really good friend whom i can talk to during recess time! haha~ she's scary when she's "high", but i love her as a friend anyway. =D

argh. i need to go out already, i shall leave the others in the nxt entry!!

(SHIANe,4:07 AM)

Thursday, October 13, 2005

if anyone had happened to notice the title of my blog entry, dont worry, im not dedicating one whole entry to it, just going to complain. =P firstly, i guessed nobody could really notice the BIG difference in my hair after i made a mistake of going to trim it yesterday, cos i tied my hair up. so if anyone is gonna ask bout why i am tying my hair up permanently, it's because of THIS: my hair is too horrendous for the naked eye. T_T it was so ugly, i criticized the hair-dresser straight-away after i got up from the seat, and i don't normally criticize openly in front of the hair-dresser. therefore, it can be inferred that the hairstyle is really and truly horrible. =)

on to something else, had the last session of night study yesterday(noooo...). quite a sad thing for me, since i love night study. night study will ALWAYS be better than my always-like-a-warzone home. =P after night study, went to bp mac's again to study! this time wq joined us! =D basically, we were mostly studying different subjects each. i was first doing e maths, wq doing chem and sx doing bio. after that, wq and sx did e maths while i did physics. weeeird. hurhur. but studying together is always better than studying alone. one thing though, i was much tired during the study session at mac's, and my concentration dwindled. fortunately, i was able to force myself to study, because i knew that i will not study at home. =P

o's coming le. it is really damn scary, judging by the fact that all the teachers are starting to push us to our limits. i am really afraid of the o's(who isn't?), buuuut, i am always very tired and dont have the energy to really study for long periods of time. LIKE NOW. my eyes are almost shutting. i think i should go get some sleep after i finish typing this entry. =)

chem practical would be on the 25th october. time passes really fast eh. one blink of an eye and a year is almost over. graduation day is on the 21st october. i will miss all my friends loads. haha~ oh well. maybe shud start collecting all their contact details so that i can keep in contact. cannot repeat what i did in primary 6, all the info that i collected were of no use, cos i realised i didnt ask my classmates to add their contact details. =X history shall not repeat itself. haha~

i MUST work harder.

(SHIANe,3:41 AM)

Sunday, October 09, 2005

now i know why everything was so awkward during the LRT ride yesterday! COS.. sx was tired and she totally sian diao-ed, which meant tt my usual crapping partner wasnt my usual crapping partner, therefore the situation was awkward! alright. whatever. haha.
after the night study on firday night right, sx and i were highly motivated to study, so we decided we wanted to continue studying. this is like, once in a lifetime, i usually start getting restless nearing the end of the night study period. =x soo, we(sx shirley & me) stayed till mr chin chased us out of the school. but the motivation was still THERE. so we decided to go to mac's and study. BUT, shirley had something on, so left with me and sx. we went to the bp mac's, and it was very noisy la, even when it's almost 10pm. we bought the macdonald's student meal and we ate and studied till it was almost 12am! 11.45pm to be exact la.
oh ya. there was this weird uncle(sx calls him "happy uncle" -.-) who claimed that he had no money because he couldnt withdraw his CPF yet, this means that he is below the age of 55. ok, tt's beside the point. the point is, tt weird uncle, who was pretty neatly dressed, was walking ard "collecting" food from the ppl in mac's! take sx for example: she hadnt finished her regular fries yet, and she had left it on the table in front of her. the uncle had "offered very kindly" to clear our trays for us, and then he said he wanted the fries. he started with all the CPF story when sx said that she stil wanted the fries, and he almost forcefully snatched the fries away. first time i seen this kind of ppl la. PATHETIC. he even had the cheek to get cigarettes from ppl lehh. -.-
after all the studying went home. just in time to watch the last 5 minutes of scrapped pincess. FULLE DIED!! T_T and peacemaker's AYU DIED! all the sad scenes. watch already also will feel very nostalgic. = i think im only going to the service tmr, not staying for the talk and captain's ball. im getting really worried bout my o's. =s God bless me.

(SHIANe,2:53 PM)

Saturday, October 08, 2005

yay! blogger is finally back to normal! hip hip hurray! =P
today im going to talk about a very very serious thing. i suddenly feel very distant from L.O.G! i dont know how and when it became like that. =\ luckily i still have huiying siewfong yeeshan. and i resolute, nxt time i shall not take the lrt! it was so awkward. i was trying to "fry atmosphere"(direct translation frm chinese) but it was a very futile attempt la. in the end i just made myself look like a complete fool. hehe.
anyway, i really wanna thank shuxian huiying and siewfong for the SAIYUKI and INUYASHA calendar! i love them to bits. now im at a loss as to which calendar i shud be putting in my wallet(im sticking with INUYASHA for now. =P) I shall put pictures of the calendar if i have the time and i dont feel lazy. heh.
actually was supposed to go to the follow-up today, but emily has a throat infection. hope she gets well soon! and everyone shud take care of themselves, there are loads of viruses floating ard now(looks ard cautiously). later there is night study! and there is going to be barley drink i think. hope can clarify my doubts bout maths. =x
later after night study hope i can come back and update, but for now, byebye! =x

(SHIANe,5:28 AM)

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

this is one of the random random entries which i think im gonna write from now on. you know why? because there is this prob with either blogger or my comp that is making my life very difficult. haha. did anyone read my "Crap of the Week" section? i have updated already yea? hehe. must go and check it out!
anyone have any suggestions on how to improve a terrible memory? i need help with my memory!!!!! =x

(SHIANe,1:12 PM)