is the aching bug here to look for me?! the sole of my right feet aches everytime i try to walk, my head is aching.. just dont feel right at all! in the end, it all boils down to an irritable me. anyway, i suddenly miss school so much, but not AJ for heaven's sake. i just miss studying, miss going to school and not worrying bout committing mistakes at work, basically, going to school is better than going to work in my case. after suffering from a life that is almost totally dominated by work, i feel suffocated and i feel aimless. i get paranoid thinking whether i would miss out school for the rest of my life, because currently, i just feel that school is so out of reach.
realized that i wrote a really "feeling" entry today, literally. almost all my sentences are filled with "i feel..."! anyway, i think im just tired la! this entry is unlike my usual entries~ to speak the truth, i live life because there is always something to look forward to. the simple things that im looking forward to at this period in time got to be the off-days, outings with friends and the day when i can finally apply for poly. the cycle repeats, after i apply for poly i would look forward to the day when i get my posting and such. i live for the future, and if there is nothing for me to look forward to anymore, i dont think there is any worth in living. :D
alright alright, a long enough entry. shall not try uploading pictures, blogger may not want to cooperate with me yet. :P
realized that i wrote a really "feeling" entry today, literally. almost all my sentences are filled with "i feel..."! anyway, i think im just tired la! this entry is unlike my usual entries~ to speak the truth, i live life because there is always something to look forward to. the simple things that im looking forward to at this period in time got to be the off-days, outings with friends and the day when i can finally apply for poly. the cycle repeats, after i apply for poly i would look forward to the day when i get my posting and such. i live for the future, and if there is nothing for me to look forward to anymore, i dont think there is any worth in living. :D
alright alright, a long enough entry. shall not try uploading pictures, blogger may not want to cooperate with me yet. :P
(SHIANe,1:06 AM)