the new life

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

i think today is just another rather boring day. i almost "died" during some of the lectures because they were just so hard to survive through. take for example, maths. i didnt bring my P&C notes, and i didnt bring my graphing techniques(3) tutorial. oh well, i think even if i brought the tutorial, i would have no friggin' idea what the teacher is talking about. so i yawned almost every 5 - 10 seconds! my tears were really streaming down my face, and i think my nose turned red because it always turns red every time i have a good yawn.

the next horrible lecture was history. we had 2 hours of history lecture if im not wrong. i could really concentrate in the first 1 hour. if not for mr seng who is watching us with watchful eyes as mr loh lectured, i would have dozed off. i only picked up from the lecture in the last hour of the lecture! sheesh. i think im really going to school to waste time if not for the OP rehearsals! gosh, i think i must really try to concentrate in class. use pegs to peg up my eyelids or whatever. lol.

chinese a levels coming up in 3 days! i dont really know what to study. i also dont think there is anything to study for chinese la. maybe read thru that niu che shui chapter, cos i understand nuts bout that chapter. yeaaaaaa.
think that's all for today. the day is going to end late tmr. :(

(SHIANe,9:33 PM)

Monday, October 30, 2006

throughout today, i felt really really tired and i dont have any idea why. i still think it's xiu wen's hypnotic ice-cream game in neopets! i forgot what that game is called, but it has this Chia dodging ice-cream shooting out from cones. we went to the free-access room to use the comp when there was nothing else to do during the OP rehearsal period. anyway, today had been a really slacky day.

had chem(alkenes) lecture early in the morning at 9.15am. that lecturer made an effort to be funny and he tried engaging the students, but i guess he was really talking to himself in the end. then after that we had econs lecture, a break, then OP rehearsals. OP rehearsals was a disaster for me. besides having an ultra short presentation of 2min and 50 sec when the max time length is 5 min, i was really focusing on my script. ya la, i didnt prepare well and ended up just reading from my A4 sized paper. -___-" im going to work on my script and powerpoint slides later! FIGHTING!

erm yea. cherrie brought her home-made banana cake today. damn nice can! didnt get to eat it the last time i was absent~ wow. i guess speculators can go to cherrie's hse and have a baking lesson. at the same time we can still play with her dog and maybe catch a rented movie. one stone hit 3 birds. :x lol~ speculators should stop speculating and have a second actual outing! RWAR! speaking of which, im going to buy the bear/rabbit/whatever it is bag soon! i dont care i dont care! and i must start saving up! FIGHTING!

this is a very "FIGHTING!" entry. haha.
im feeling so tired la! and i dont like hypnotic ice-creams! :D

(SHIANe,7:23 PM)

Saturday, October 28, 2006

went for a speculators outing yesterday and had quite a great time! the speculators who went were xiu wen, se ying, ji sun, gladis, qiu xuan and me! i think that is quite a turn-out as compared to the last movie outing that we had where only gladis, ji sun, xiu wen and me turned up. :x i overslept by a lot! we were supposed to meet at somerset at 10am because se ying was sure that someone would be late. and i was that someone! i woke up at 10.10am! omigosh la. i rushed out of the house, and took the MRT at jurong east. i took the train in the direction of clementi, and i took the train all the way to kallang until i realised that i was nowhere near somerset!!

in the end i was more than 2 hours late for the outing. xD still managed to sing a number of songs at kbox! and after that i went to eat yoshinoya for lunch while the others watched me(they had the kbox lunch u see). we took neoprints! WOO! i was the arm-eater. :D gladis was wearing a green top which was the same colour as the background for the neoprint machine, thus she blended into the background! lol. the outcome of the neoprint was quite nice la, everyone was satisfied. and im supposed to print to print the neoprint.

then we went to marina, supposedly to bowl. but we ended up walking around, and spending some time in the arcade instead. we took quite some time to walk around, looking at nice stuff which have nice prices. xiu wen and i saw this rabbit bear which we really like, but we didnt have enough money to buy cos it was 33 bucks. planning to go to bugis and check that bag out. :D yup, after that we went to cafe cartel and had dinner.

i went to BP after dinner while se ying, ji sun, gladis and xiu wen went to walk along the singapore river. yea, it's nice to be back in BP. :D quite a number of ppl turned up. most of the time i was just walking around the campus with tian bee. then we went to visit the band members, i missed their performance!! #$#$%Y^% yeah, took some pictures with them but it's not convenient to upload them now. hehe. yea, i really enjoyed myself la. oh ya, jian qin and sheryl are mentally retarded! :x

yup, that's all i want to update. it's really really brief because im feeling very impatient already. haha. till nxt time!!

(SHIANe,9:04 PM)

Thursday, October 26, 2006

yep, there was the NE day today and we got assigned toa payoh-bishan area for this trip. 37/06 was paired up with 36/07, and we were brought to different religious places to understand more about the culture of races of other religions. first place was the mosque just nxt to the bishan language centre and very near to j8!

what's cool about this mosque is that, it looks really modern and there is this exhibition space nxt to the mosque with exhibits and information on Islam. it is really interesting! there was this antique device called the Astrolabe which is actually used to do astrological calculations and is said to be more accurate than the present day calculator! amazing right? but the device looked like it would fall apart anytime.. antique what! :D

the lights in the exhibition hall actually looks like this:

looks really abstract and mystical! got me quite fascinated! the exhibition hall smelled really new because it was just opened in october this year. worth visiting!

next, we went to have our lunch at yoshinoya J8. we were really outnumbered by the number of RJ ppl there! :S but lunch is enjoyable anyway because there are friends around! ;)

can see the tour guide in orange?

this way to Lian Shan Shuang Lin Monastery!

the next place we visited was the monastery! but we didnt stay there for long though, and i didnt pay attention to what the tour guide said because it was too hot, and i felt like wandering around. qiu xuan and me wandered to this area where there were lots of tablets and nobody else around. that place was quite creepy! then we discovered a statue and decided to take pictures.. we found out that there is actually some well underneath the statue and there were turtles inside! waaaaaah. :x

omg, suddenly i cant upload pictures anymore! i think blogger dislikes me. anyway, took some nice pictures at the temple, and on the bus! and at the fabric of the nation! i will try to upload them into blogger nxt time, or whatever la.

had quite some fun today! haha, im too lazy to continue updating. seeeee ya! :D

(SHIANe,7:28 PM)

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

today had been one of the most horrible day in my life!!! i shall not elaborate too much, just wanna say that the bloody vice principal has something against me. alright, i know that nobody owes me a place in AJ, LIKE I WANT TO STAY THERE LIKE THAT. if my results were better by just 2 or even 1 point, i would have been in my beloved ACJC la. -.- oh well, whatever. just talking bout that si yan tian ji makes me pissed off.

had the parents-principal meeting this morning, then we came to know bout the promotion conditions and stuff. what crap, if i can pass all those papers that im going to take in the end of the year, then i wouldnt need to be conditionally promoted right? what a funny joke. -_- so there i was telling my mother that i didnt want to continue studying in jc then she didnt look too happy. waaaaah, but after she saw that bloody v.p she is allowing me to transfer to poly leh! lol. crap.

anyway, had the OP workshop today. really got me into a nervous fit la, my hands were damn cold and i wasnt able to think clearly. but overall it was still ok, even though my group has quite some things to improve on. hope that the OP will be able to go smoothly and sucessfully. think we really need to come up with possible questions!

yay, tmr is the NE trip and frday is a holiday! cant wait, and now i think i have serious against AJ and the VP. -_-

(SHIANe,9:45 PM)

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

yesterday went out with LOG to jurong point for the deathnote movie outing. wow, that movie was quite long and i sat in the cinema seat till i got a butt cramp. -_-" 3 hours long! sheesh. but overall, i think the ending is rather abrupt with L eating Golbee potato chips and facing Light. lol! i think Light isnt very good-looking, and L looks ok la. i went to check L's profile(the actor, not the character L) and found out that he is only 21! and the girl acting misa misa is 18 only! waaaaah. i went to watch the movie trailer for deathnote: the last name and i think it looks really interesting. coming to singapore in december nxt year? that was what i saw from one of the comments in youtube, not really sure. but looking forward to it anyway. BUT nxt time, i hope we watch it in a cinema with more comfortable seats!! :D

today, actually JB they all had arranged to go to kbox, but then they had postponed it because the kbox cost today is going to be very high, and i need to do my I&R anyway. yea, i have no idea when they are postponing it till. i hope the outing day is coming soon!!!

so i stayed at home today, but i didnt do my I&R at all. i dunno la, there are just so many problems now. then for I&R we gotta evaluate our ideas. my group has 4 ideas, but there are 5 ppl, and we cannot evaluate the same idea. so there is going to be one person who has to do something else, come up with something else. yea, i think this is so damn unfair la. so in the end, instead of worrying over the stupid I&R, i decided to not do it at all. i dont understand why 2 ppl cannot evaluate the same idea. so damn unfair. BAHHHHH.

i have until 30th october to decide whether i want to continue staying in jc, so that i can skip taking my PW and chinese a levels.

(SHIANe,9:24 PM)

Sunday, October 22, 2006

i woke up at 9am today. i should have slept all the way to afternoon, but i couldnt go back to sleep even when i tried. in the end, i went to mac's with my sis to have breakfast and bro later joined us. bro treated us to one hotcakes + sausage meal! wow, he's quite generous now. but i really think he shudnt be wasting his money like that and save his money inside his bank account instead. he also went to rent VCD's and bought sushi for us. -___-"

there are still so many things to think over, and so many things to do!
on monday there is the LOG outing, then on tuesday there is the kbox outing. wednesday need to hand in I&R first draft, AND the oral presentation workshop. thursday is the NE outing and friday is a slack day. i dunno what's coming up on friday. OH YA, i rmb the principal wants to see my parents tmr. friggin shit. wonder what crap my mum is going to hear tmr morning.

(SHIANe,7:29 PM)

Saturday, October 21, 2006

went to play pool today with kai hua and 3 of her friends: jun xian, sheng ye and yew yong. all 3 of her friends are very pro, kai hua was quite good also, and my standard was the worse of all.
-_- cannot blame me la! ever since i went to AJ, nobody plays pool! i suffer from no-life syndrome there. our "speculators" group has never gone on a FULL group outing before, it's like someone or another is always having to rush home for something. ya, in the end i still prefer going out with either sec sch friends or PAE friends. :D

anyway, went all the way to AMK to play pool at this snooker place. one hour 5 bucks, quite expensive compared to bukit timah. had a good time even though i kept making mistakes! think i really gotta go train my fingers or something, cos my fingers always tremble and become very unstable while im trying to hit a hard angle ball. =_= oh well, still had a LOT of tyco shots! :P jun xian had more tyco shots than me! wth la, i think his brazil shirt was his lucky shirt or something.

played pool for 3 hours plus, then after that went to have dinner at this crowded coffeeshop. only kai hua and me ate while sheng ye and michael(?) [michael only joined us later in the game, then yew yong and jun xian left first] chatted. after that we headed our separate ways! i had to take about half hour's MRT ride to CCK, then the LRT just had to break down. so i went to Lot One to walk ard, and i bought 3 pairs of earrings! :D muahahaha. ya la, then i headed home and rotted.

watched kim sam soon again just now. i still think hyun bin is so shuai! ;P the show is so funny la. i shud watch more happy shows to keep myself happy, or maybe go out with friends more. :D

(SHIANe,11:18 PM)

Friday, October 20, 2006

got a call from mr seow just now, telling me that i have promoted probationally. the principal is going to see my mum on monday. what i find torturous is that, i would have to go back to sch every day during the december hols and study. this is torturous especially when i dont like the school a lot. i feel really terrible, i really dont know whether to be happy or sad la. actually, i would gladly give my chance to promote to someone else if that is possible. now im really considering transferring to poly! i cant bear the thought of suffering another year of history and maths. econs is still ok lor, econs had been my saving grace! :S

ok, let's move on to happier things! i went to the PJ open house today! :D
i think PJ is such a fun school, and it's really tian rang zi bie compared to AJ. the fun dance and mass dance were so fun also la! damn it man, i rly hate the AJ dance. come to think of it, i just hate AJ. i like the people there though, my friends, classmates(i dont like walrus though), and cca mates, etc. anyway, saw quite a few MI ppl and bpians.

ji sun and i were walking aimlessly around the school, then ji sun just had to go for her french class. so i hanged out at tian bee's class's booth. just sat around there and rotted! got to know 2 new ppl: yu jia and tiffany! haha. tiffany is sucha funny girl, had fun chatting with her! after the open house, tianbee, tiffany and me went to eat dinner at lot one food junction. walked around lot one after that to digest. I SAW THIS PAIR OF EARRINGS WHICH I LIKE A LOT! im going to buy it the nxt time i have money. damn nice ok! :D

yeah, tmr maybe going to play pool with kai hua and her friends. im thinking bout a lot of things right now, and really having a headache. should i continue staying in AJ? :(

(SHIANe,9:55 PM)

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

well, i havent been doing that much PW compared to aloysius and may, but im still so sick of PW can! i cannot imagine how the others can continue doing it. T.T

been wasting so much brain power thinking through whether i should stay in AJ whether i get promoted or retained. havent been feeling too well these few days, so i guess i better be taking care of myself. yup!

in school today, watched a funny video of a funnily scary person. :s and he's from our sch. omg.

(SHIANe,10:53 PM)

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

i didnt go to school today, but i woke up really early anyway. early as in 8am, because i had arranged with my mum to go and eat breakfast. oh well, actually i wasnt about to wake up at 8am, but mr seow called to ask whether i had gastric flu or not. in the end, i had to force myself out of bed. :(

went to jurong east IMM for breakfast, ate mac's! cos mum had the coupon, so we ordered an EVM and got another mcmuffin free. wow, in the end we had so much food on our table(my sis and I each wanted an EVM for ourselves -.-) then we walked around IMM. there are really a lot of changes to IMM, with loads of new shops, and i really dont know how they managed to find the space to expand towards. that Capitaland trust(whatever it is really called company) is really hiong la! once it took over bp plaza, it also expanded bp plaza until the way it is now. and bishan junction 8 is also owned by capitaland. damn li hai ar, this company.

mum and me walked around the whole of Giant while sis just stayed at the toys section. she's like primary 4 already and still hanging around the barbie dolls section. -_- ANYWAY, we walked around so much, but in the end we only bought this bunch of grapes. my mum made me the guinea pig and i tested the grapes before we bought it. can you imagine the amount of fertiliser flowing through my veins right now? :S lol.

on our way to the bus-stop, we passed cash converters! and i just had to go in and see what interesting things i can find. i went to the CD's section and found old kinki kids collection! OMIGOSH. that is like an antique! so i happily bought the kinki kids and jap songs collection. :D and we bought the Best 2006(dancehits) too~ so happy la~ :D

yea, after that we went to bp plaza buy rice, cos mum said that there isnt enough rice for dinner. and we went home! i love the feeling of not having to go to school~ :) *shhhh

one of the toy bears at the toys section in Giant. :D

<- look at the year on the cover of the disc! 1999! that was when i was way back in primary 4. lol. antiques can only be found in cash converters and flea markets. :p i couldnt upload the other disc cover of kinki kids' A Album. :(

(SHIANe,4:42 PM)

Monday, October 16, 2006

today we got back a couple of papers, namely GP, history and maths. oh well, i passed GP and failed history + maths. i was terrible sad at first, even going to the toilet to cry. fortunately only qiu xuan was with me, or else so pai seh la! :x

anyway, i felt so much better afterwards. i think im creepily happy, not worrying too much. even though there is like what, 80% failures for econs? i know im going to fail. yeah, most of my classmates can promote, and im truly happy for them. sian diao, i think i really need to transfer to poly already. :S tmr we're going to get back econs! totally dont feel like going to school la, cos we are going to miss our 1 hr break for the reaction kinetics tutorial. $%^%&^%& this is so irritating.. -_- the haze is irritating me too! bleddy hell. :(

so how is my new blogskin man? i found it in the school library while surfing blogskins.com with qiu xuan. ahahhaa. i think it's so damn nice, much nicer than the previous skin i was using. ya.

there is going to be a LOG outing nxt monday! woohoo~ :D

(SHIANe,7:11 PM)

Saturday, October 14, 2006

hey! im updating once again! but this time, im no longer sitting in the LAN shop but right in my living room! YES YES YES, i got my new comp! wahoo! lol~ it's is nothing very good, but at least there is the CD drive, there is SOUND! finally i can hear sounds~ so damn happy! haha. :p oh well. im going to get ppl to send me some of my favourite songs thru messenger.

so excited bout this new comp. ;)

wahoo!

(SHIANe,11:51 PM)

Thursday, October 12, 2006

hey hey, im in the LAN shop again! lol. today it's bursting at the seams. -_-"

anyway, DAVID! im so sorry, i only checked the tagboard today. was the bowling outing supposed to be today? or is it nxt week thursday? :x haha. life without a comp is so hard! :(

i think im going to get a comp or laptop this saturday! pray that my hopes wont be dashed! yep. and there is the AJ open house this saturday. anyone is welcomed! come and visit me if u shuang la, ok? :D

ya,i want to go and play gunbound! :)

(SHIANe,8:13 PM)

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

hoho, im back in the arcade rotting away in front of the comp! not exactly rotting la, im fulfilling some unaccomplished tasks, which is gaming! i totally forgot my gunbound account info, so im going to try breaking into my own account. haha, i even forgot the gunbound ID. i think the last time i played was last year! O_O

anyway, going to sch today had been a total waste of time. i think it was really unproductive, and i would probably do better off in sch. hiak hiak. yea, we spent the day rotting away~ :]

i finally finished watching goong! oh man, the last episode was so touching. :x i cried lor. then i rented this fox movie "helen the baby fox" and i cried during that movie also! omigosh. "rainy days" -_-" haha. whatever. mum is once again mentioning that she is going to buy a comp, but i dunno when la. my PW stuff is due like what? my part is due on friday la, and the report is due like 9 days from now.. dont think the new comp will make it in time, cos mum said that she still wants to compare prices. so oh well..

ok, i better stop blogging and make full use of my one hour here. good bye~

:D

(SHIANe,7:30 PM)

Monday, October 09, 2006

exams are officially over. enjoy first, and worry about the results later.

i told mum today that i may be getting retained, or i may choose to go to poly. she said she doesnt want to meddle in this kind of things anymore. personally, i think it's a bit too late for her to say that because if she hadnt meddled with how i chose my school, or what kind of tertiary education i want to continue on to, i MAY be enjoying school life now. well, nonetheless, it's too late to say all these. im going to wait till my results come out, then make a decision. if God blesses me enough, maybe i do not even have to take options into considerations. yup.

just hope that i at least have the time to enjoy myself. been so stressed out that i became much crazier than before. it had been tough, and i had almost survived through it. oh well, whatever it is..

anyway, im in the LAN gaming area at the bp plaza arcade.. my bro is supposed to be sitting with me, but in the end his comp was faulty and he shifted somewhere far away. -_-" i can hear ah bengs somewhere in the distance.. great.. -_-"

ok, off to play some games before the one hour is up.. im going to seek comfort through games. ha ha ha. -_-

(SHIANe,10:37 PM)

Friday, October 06, 2006

omg omg omg. everyone's exams are already over and i still have history paper on monday! ARRRRGH. and it's southeast asian history somemore.. with all the nationalist movements and stuff. i think i will go nuts this weekend as everyone celebrates the ending of their exams!! :(

AND GUESS WHAT. my computer has broken down FOR REAL! i can still connect to the ISP, but i cannot open IE and cannot sign in to messenger! OMIGOSH. i almost went nuts when i tried to restart the computer 4 times. ARRRRRGH! going online is the only way for me to destress without going out of the house and now my computer has broken down! ARRRRRRGH. btw, im in the library using the comp again! sheesh, i really feel like killing my brother now. AND WHAT'S MORE! his N levels end today! ARRRRRRGH, i still have to spend my pathetic weekend studing for pathetic SEA history in order to come back to sch on monday to write 3 pathetic essays in a pathetic 2.25 hours. i think only 52 J1's are coming back to sch cos only 52 J1's take H2 history. SOMEONE KILL ME PLS. :(

ok la. i think i shall do some blog-hopping, go back to my compless home, rot and go for alumni band prac later. YUN SHI IS GOING! AND HER EXAMS ARE OVER! baaah. lol. good luck for my monday paper! :D

(SHIANe,12:11 PM)

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

wow, i think 2 weeks later, im going to be known as retainee shian. the outlook really looks bleak, i've taken 2 H2 papers and 1 H1 paper already, outlook is looking very bleak! just had maths paper today, and i think i can barely scrape through 20 marks! sheesh, i think the total marks for maths is like 80 or more. %^%$^*

i am going to retain! GOD SAVE ME! T.T

(SHIANe,12:58 PM)