everything is going to depend on time. time may or may not give me a chance..
this time, i cant save myself. im going, and soon i will be gone.
im glad there are still friends, whether they're true friends, distant friends, they are the ones who help me live. im glad that i have a family, my family keeps me happy, most probably because they do not know what im going through. they dont know bout my disappointment, my sadness, and i'll make sure they wont ever know. i dont want to disappoint my parents, i've already disappointed myself so greatly.
im going to try and pick myself up. but it's tough, because time is going to decide my fate. i cant do much, all i can do is continue the fight. i cant give up now, can i?
this time, i cant save myself. im going, and soon i will be gone.
im glad there are still friends, whether they're true friends, distant friends, they are the ones who help me live. im glad that i have a family, my family keeps me happy, most probably because they do not know what im going through. they dont know bout my disappointment, my sadness, and i'll make sure they wont ever know. i dont want to disappoint my parents, i've already disappointed myself so greatly.
im going to try and pick myself up. but it's tough, because time is going to decide my fate. i cant do much, all i can do is continue the fight. i cant give up now, can i?
(SHIANe,8:11 PM)